I always knew I had strong feelings for her bt I guess I never knew how much until tonight after seeing her knowin we are no longer an “us.” Despite what happened I know deep down she still cares and love me, not in a cocky way bt I can just feel the vibe from her. Although we wasn’t affectionate as we usually are just being around her I knew she was feeling what I was feeling we just didn’t know how to act upon it. Driving away I was hurt and sad becuz I missed her, not only what she was once to me(a gf) bt someone who I was willing to give my ALL to if given the chance bt our time got cut short. She may not be the usual kina affectionate, expressive of her feelings that I usually go for bt I know deep down she does care and have feelings, she just ha a different, weird way of showing it. She is surely different from the rest which is no a bad thing at all bt something I will have to get used to in due time and something I’ll have to accept and live with if she’s the one I wanna spend the rest of my life with which I STILL do. All I got to say is, that even if it’s only been a little while that we separated or stopped talking it sure felt like forever and it made me her more than I thought I would. She is the one person that I wanna see where this all takes us both. I know she came back for a reason….
Even thru the tough times I know I love my baby girl, my future wifeyy💙😍